Even
when I rhyme
It's you who comes to mind
I couldn't stand to lie
Even
so disinclined
Remind myself it's real
How terrible I feel
Can't
imagine how you deal
Thinking you might just heal
A detail we almost
missed
There was that time we kissed
Long after you kissed my dick
Like I said, I'm being honest
Rarely anything speaker
Plus impulsive
attention seeker
Equals ruthless heartbreaker
Each time, I'm strong but weaker
Admit confessions in small
Just to take back it all
May
be an inch less tall
But with resentment immeasurable
Now words rain
like semen on the page
Emotions trapped inside this cage
Your mother,
your father, our difference in age
My nerves, your rage
Condescend me,
straight privilege
Things that happened off-stage
Heart to paper
takes the lead
Getting high, getting drunk, your escape, the weed
Cheating, beating, doing the deed
Red-head, red passion I bleed
Indeed,
concede, I'm everything you need
Recall collective weight
We seldom
communicate
Maybe a text while you masturbate
It's fine, just negate
No, we didn't date
Yes, I'm gay, and yes, you're straight
I know.
Fucking great
Fighting against inequality
On the surface, a liberal
personality
But denied inside reveals your duality
Unaccepting of your
own visceral reality
Can’t
change a person on one’s own
Even
if it means being alone
So much has been said
Even more that could
Wish
it undeserved
when I rhyme
It's you who comes to mind
I couldn't stand to lie
Even
so disinclined
Remind myself it's real
How terrible I feel
Can't
imagine how you deal
Thinking you might just heal
A detail we almost
missed
There was that time we kissed
Long after you kissed my dick
Like I said, I'm being honest
Rarely anything speaker
Plus impulsive
attention seeker
Equals ruthless heartbreaker
Each time, I'm strong but weaker
Admit confessions in small
Just to take back it all
May
be an inch less tall
But with resentment immeasurable
Now words rain
like semen on the page
Emotions trapped inside this cage
Your mother,
your father, our difference in age
My nerves, your rage
Condescend me,
straight privilege
Things that happened off-stage
Heart to paper
takes the lead
Getting high, getting drunk, your escape, the weed
Cheating, beating, doing the deed
Red-head, red passion I bleed
Indeed,
concede, I'm everything you need
Recall collective weight
We seldom
communicate
Maybe a text while you masturbate
It's fine, just negate
No, we didn't date
Yes, I'm gay, and yes, you're straight
I know.
Fucking great
Fighting against inequality
On the surface, a liberal
personality
But denied inside reveals your duality
Unaccepting of your
own visceral reality
Can’t
change a person on one’s own
Even
if it means being alone
So much has been said
Even more that could
Wish
it undeserved